I ask for forgiveness
This is always an important day, for the reasons esoteric. It is an unusual and, I think, unusually important day today. I may not be quite as easy with my words today as I have been in years past, and I was up rather late last night thinking about and praying about what I ought to say today. So if you will forgive me, I will do my best to say what it is I want to say to you. First, I want to say to all of you that, as you might imagine, I have been on quite a journey these last few weeks to get to the end of this, to the rock bottom truth of where I am and where we all are. {Inspired by Clinton}. I am an outcast. I am a Ganguly in the Indian cricket team, a Beckham in the 98 world cup English team, satan of the Hebrew apocrypha, a Judas Iscariot who betrayed Jesus, a Brutus who brutally killed Caesar, a Tony Clifton or a Andy Kauffman for sick anti-humor, a Vanunu in Israel. I cannot do it like others. I wish I knew what it takes or have I lost the zeal, the vigor. I am not an old junkie. Why doesn’t it flow into my mind, tickle my synapses, hurt my conscience and make me do it. Is it time constraints or so it seems. I wish I could envisage in it “a floydian seduction” or “a seraphic, elysian green innocence” or “a soccer’s adrenaline rush”. I wish I could join communities that I forget after I join; I wish I could read others scraps and peek into their privacy; I wish I could scrap, read as flirt, unknown people; I wish I could don a false identity other than keep in touch with buddies. My soul wanders beyond boundaries, to uncover a reason for me to become a part of this community, which means-“the holy meeting place” in Turkish and “orgasm” in Finnish.
I ask for forgiveness.
I ask for forgiveness.
12 Comments:
ha....dat was a good one!!!only u can give such inconsequential info like what the word means in finnish....btw i have smthing up too....
I wish I could believe that you really wish you could, I know the answer would be, "you wish"
oh and btw, interesting way to look at the word "orkutting" in finnish now isn't it???
also i am amazed at the daily orkut frequency of a passionate "orkutian".
ahhh... now it makes sense. "women fake orkuts"..
and look at who's talking...you dont have the balls to do it....
btw all the best for the lab meeting thing today...dont get distracted with those insightful images dat u have...give the correct presentation ;)
u mean fake orkut?????? in which case i need not..... for reason being... i orkut
if u want u can check it... i mean... check that i orkut... i hope u did get what i intended to convey.
i better check...the doubts have been lingering for some time...u knw ppl say that u get obsessed with something that u can never possess and i see that obsession in u....
why the fuck r u in orkut?
anonymous who???
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